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Tuesday, January 8, 2013, 12:12 PM
this blog is now dead.

new updates to my tumblr - melodiouscalumniation.tumblr.com

thanks .

Saturday, June 9, 2012, 9:37 AM
Mid Sem Tests ended, n school holiday started :D

Haish, but its not even really like holiday, cos there's still a lot of projects to be done
Macro-econs, WPS, CSA, n OB. Sian la.

So many things to do, yet so little time to do them.

Poly life is fun la, but tiring at the same time uh. Haish.

Thursday, May 10, 2012, 1:27 AM
Life is just so unexpected.

Friday, March 2, 2012, 1:39 PM
A7X - $98
Lady Gaga - $191
= $289

Haish, spent so much money already. I'm so freakking broke now!!
And i still have so much things to do.
I wanna buy a new watch :D
Oh and i was thinking of having a chalet  for my 18th,
but im afraid of the financial part and that i have so many different group of friends that there might be conflict.
even not, it'll be so fucking segregated! Haish stress stress.

Whatever, I NEED MONEY!!!!!

Thursday, February 23, 2012, 1:04 AM
Skate so lousy, music so lousy, studies so lousy. Hais why do I suck in everything I do?

Tuesday, February 21, 2012, 11:54 PM
Mediacorp audition today.
Can say it went well? haha idk.
oh well, whatever. Hope i get in. Haha.

Monday, February 20, 2012, 11:43 PM
I miss the times when my family go overseas together.
I miss the times when i played PS/PS2 with my brother, sitting right in front of the TV.
I miss the times when my sister would cycle me around the park.
I miss the times when my brother and i would go walk around the neighbourhood.
I miss the times when my family wasn't broken.

It sucks, being in a broken family.

, 11:45 AM
Just because i have new friends, doesn't mean i stop hanging with my old friends.
Im very simple, i go out with whoever calls me first.

Friday, February 17, 2012, 3:16 PM
This is bad, i still can't find any scene to act. Dammit.

Thursday, February 16, 2012, 12:38 PM
I just need somebody to love. -Justin Bieber.

, 2:02 AM
I still keep thinking about the last night's incident on twitter. Why do i care so much? Why do i bother so much? idk. im trying to figure that out myself too.

I spent half the day at home today, watched a few drama series on funshion and also watched Fast 5.
Such a boring day. I couldn't stand staying at home anymore so i finally decided to go out in the evening. Or like, 8pm-ish. Went to lepakkkk! haha. actually Marie asked me to skate but i didn't have the skate mood today so nahhhhhh. It was a really boring day :(

On a better note........ :))))))

Alright, so i received a call at around 11am today, it was from mediacorp.
They finally replied to my application after like 4 days!

Anyway, i was asked to go for an audition coming Tuesday at 2pm.
I'm suppose to act out for them an angry scene and a sad scene. OMFG i can't do that la shit.
OH YEAH i applied for Channel 5 but they gave me Channel 8 instead :<
So i can't write a scene in chinese for both sad and angry, and therefore i decided to go down to St Pats tmr and ask Mr Kang for help. text him today in chinese, felt a sense of accomplishment. haha.

Anyways, Mr Kang agreed to help me with it and at the same time he encouraged me with this mediacorp acting thing as he said it would be a great learning experience and all. He's still the nicest Chinese teacher ever, since last time. Haha.

Alright shall switch off my com and hopefully sleep soon so i can wake up to go school tmr :)

Wednesday, February 15, 2012, 11:47 AM
Okay, so yesterday Clare helped me with editing my tumblr and stuff. After that we just sort of chatted and do a little catch up.

We talked on MSN and all, just chatting, tweeting, bla bla bla. Then Ashley tweeted something like don't flirt and all, don't put ur msn convo on twitter, bla bla bla.
When i saw that i was like dafuq? I never talk to Clare for so long, talk a while also cannot? I really don't understand Ashley sometimes. in the afternoon it was like all okay then suddenly he wasn't happy that I was talking to Clare? Whatever la, i really don't give a shit anymore, actually, i haven't for a long time.

Monday, February 13, 2012, 1:58 PM
This blog has been around for more than a year but i just haven't told anybody yet. So yeah dont be surprised if u don't know. This is the first time im putting my blog to public so yeap!

, 12:19 PM
So long since i blogged. I shall do it now.

Just woke up, and my mind is filled with so many things already.
There are just too many things going through my mind, and i can't tell anyone about them all.
I wish i had someone that i could trust totally, and the person trust me totally, and we share each other's problems and help each other go through them together.

Anyway, I have to make a very stressful decision.
Singapore International Band Festival - SIBF.
Both St Pats alumni band and Philyouth are taking part, and I can only play for one band.
Both SPS and PY asked me to play, and i hate to choose between two that i both love.
I hate making tough choices.

Sigh.

Sunday, January 8, 2012, 11:54 AM
Been so long since i last posted.

Just wanna say, 2011 has been a year full of adventure.
SYF, O Levels, etc.

Friends;
Losing some old ones, gaining some new ones.

But oh well, c'est la vie right?

Wednesday, November 2, 2011, 6:22 PM
im probably the dumbest person on earth.

Thursday, October 27, 2011, 12:53 AM

, 12:51 AM
So true.

, 12:48 AM
O's has started already, done w/ English paper!
Quite happy w/ my English actually ^^
Oh well, 3 more weeks to go. Can't wait til after O's!!!!

Thursday, September 8, 2011, 2:45 AM

, 12:23 AM
Face it, we live in a sly, cunning, cruel world.


Many different people come into our lives.
Bad friends, good friends, best friends, fake friends, real friends, enemies, etc.
Friends, are they really friends?

When you're nice, they take advantage of us.
When they need us, we're their "bestfriend".
When we're no longer useful to them, we're left aside and forgotten.

Some people come into our life and walk away,
Some people come into our life and stay.
The similarity is, both groups of people made an impact on our lives.

They teach us valuable life lessons, like to never trust someone completely.
Why? because even our "best friend" can betray us.
They teach us to never depend on anybody,
because no one's gonna be there for us when we're in trouble.

Our family, are the only people that will stand by us and support us no matter what.


Yours sincerely,
Kent Lim.

Sunday, September 4, 2011, 2:17 PM


, 2:15 PM

I hate the feeling you get after you’re finally done crying for a long time. Your eyes sting. Your breath is all shaky. You can’t stop thinking about everything, and you just feel flat out weak. Your face is all blotchy and you feel just ugly. You’re emotionally and mentally fatigued, but you just have to move on so that no one knows. And the worst part is knowing that it’ll all happen again. And again. And again.


Wednesday, August 24, 2011, 12:06 AM

Fucking true.
Borned in JUNE =FINEASS 
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. 

, 12:02 AM


, 12:02 AM


, 12:00 AM

"Reading old conversations with people whom you used to talk about everything and anything everyday. You miss them but there’s nothing you can do because they seem to make it so easy not missing you."




Tuesday, August 23, 2011, 11:58 PM
Hypocrites, the world is full of them. For all we know, we ourselves may be one of them.
dont be too quick to judge.

Saturday, August 20, 2011, 1:22 AM
Right now, there are two things which i can't decide.
the one i have to make a decision soon, real soon, is whether i should retake MT O level!

  • i got A2 for the mid year one
  • Chinese is one of my better subjects, so im probably gonna use it
  • i have the chance of getting an A1, but im afraid that i dont get A1 and i waste the time i spent on it which could have been spent on my other subjects!
the second one is, NAFA or AIM?
  • Both offer diploma in music (Euphonium)
  • Expensive cost in Australia though! :/
Sigh, dunno what to do!!

Thursday, August 18, 2011, 11:22 PM
YAYYY!!!
Now i got two choices of my education after O levels.

1) Australian Institute of Music (AIM)
2) Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (NAFA)

here's the thing.
My py friend told me that if i were to audition for NAFA, it would be a really high possibility for me to enter due to various reasons. And finally, AIM replied to me and told me that i qualify for AIM and that i can send in my audition tape soon! :) HAPPY!! . but well, now i thinking of where to go ??

But oh well, better concentrate and finish mah o's first! Oh yea, got Chinese 'O' Level result, got an A2 and distinction in oral! Considering to retake, but not sure!

alright, its getting late. Nights~~

Saturday, August 13, 2011, 12:42 PM
I really wish i can enter the Australian Institute of Music, waiting for their reply now. :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011, 11:03 PM
Does the last person you texted smoke? Yea

Who was your last text from? Tat Rui

Is there that one guy/girl that you’ll always have feelings for no matter what? Right now, i dont know.

Do you like winter time? Definitely.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? Not really, but i'd rather a girl not smoke.

What do you say during awkward silences? Whisper 'awkward' 

Honestly, if you could go back three months and change something would you? Yeap.

Can you commit to one person? if i love the person a lot, why not?

Do you have someone who is very protective of you? Yeah.

Do you like to hold hands? Yeap.

Best thing that happened to you this week? nothing much, pretty boring week. Stayover at Pang's house was also quite boring.

Who do you feel the most comfortable around? My classmates, the clique, e3 peeps, and some na peeps. The band peeps used to be one of this group, but not anymore.

Does anyone think you’re cute? no idea.

If your phone goes off during the night, do you answer it? if im awake definitely.

Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc? Yeap.

Why are you/were you texting the last person you texted? Caps.

Who last made you laugh? Hong Khai.

Are you currently sad? Not sad, stressed.

What does your phone do when you get a new message? Vibrates.

Have you ever liked someone older than you? Yeap.

What do you hate about yourself? rather not say.

Your best feature? No idea.

Are you going to get hurt by a girl/guy anytime soon? Only time will tell.

What color are your eyes? Black.

Were you single on your last birthday? Yeap.

Does age matter to you? Depends.

If you were in the hospital would your number one come see you? Hope so.

Do you like where you live? Yes and no.

What are you listening to now? Sweater Song - Hedley

Are you emotionally strong? depends.

How’s your life lately? A little rough.

Do you know anybody that sleeps with their eyes open? No wth! haha.

Does the number of people a person’s slept with affect your view of them? I would constantly tell myself to not to judge, but sometimes we can't help what our brain thinks. Yes, it would definitely change my opinion of them.

What did you dream of last night? Can't remember.

Do you ever think about the past? Yea, all the time.

Expecting something to change in the next month? Yea.

Are all of your friends in relationships? Not all, some.

Is there anyone out there who can make you cry very easily? Not sure.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yea, and honestly i regretted it.

What’s on your mind? Studies.

Is there someone who you’re attracted to? hmm ?

Have you had sex with more than 5 people this month? #proudtobeavirgin.

Would you rather get into a relationship now or date first? Rather date first, unsure of whether im ready for a r/s.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011, 9:07 PM





, 9:04 PM




, 8:59 PM


, 8:55 PM
Its all over

, 2:23 PM


, 2:22 PM


, 2:21 PM
When two people of the opposite sex are close, even bestfriends.


What people think happens:
















What actually happens:


, 2:20 PM


, 2:18 PM




, 2:14 PM
Lesson learnt in life:
Trust too easily and prepared to get hurt.

Monday, August 8, 2011, 8:40 PM











, 8:38 PM


, 8:37 PM
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, 8:28 PM
Eventually the fast text message responses will become slow. The long conversation will cut short. The attention they give you will become neglected. The comfort they give you will become something awkward. The time they have for you will become non existent. The feeling of being close to them will become distant.
-Tumblr

Thursday, August 4, 2011, 10:10 PM
Don't accuse me of ditching you, when you never wanted me to be there.
Don't say that i forget about you because i don't call you. The phone works both ways.
Don't say things about me, cos these are things that you wouldn't want others to say about you too.
Don't push it, cos we all have limits.

Friday, July 29, 2011, 3:46 PM
This few weeks has been mugging mugging and mugging for me.
Really stressed out from studying; and my mind is so shagged right now.
Prelims starts on 17th august, which is like 2 weeks more ? 
i still got a lot of things to study. Fckkkkkkkk. i need to focus!

Thursday, July 21, 2011, 11:06 PM
Haven't blogged for quit some time.
im stressed, really stressed i swear.
people don't believe in me, but that don't matter.
Cos i will prove everyone wrong with my results.
Thats why im studying hard right now.
idc how stress or how hard it is, i can do it.
Believe in yourself.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011, 10:19 PM
This few weeks i've been focused on: 
"i haven't got enough time to prepare for o levels."
"what if i fail? i would have wasted a year."
"am i gonna make it? fuck."
etc.

But after watching Justin Bieber's Never Say Never movie last night, i'm much more motivated.
never say never, there's still time. rmb the saying, better late than never.
so i'm gonna start now, right now.
That would mean, more focusing in class, no more sleeping in class. Less going out, more time mugging at home.
I just hope i have the discipline to do that. Please do, kent.

Anyway, im sure most of you will laugh when u say the line above about Justin Bieber.
Well, idk why so many people hate him, make fun of him, etc.
C'mon he's good, admit it.
He hasn't had any music lessons, and he can play drums, guitar, sing, etc.
Oh well, i don't know how to explain, but just watch his movie and you will understand.

Actually, there's still something bothering me, but i haven't found the courage to face it yet.
I shall not run away, but i aint gonna blog about it just yet.

Alright, thats all for today. Ciao. 

Thursday, July 7, 2011, 11:02 PM
"walking alone is better than being walked over"
i don't want to be hurt again.
i don't want to argue anymore.
i don't want to.
maybe, i would just leave.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011, 11:11 PM
SUPER NICE!


, 1:06 AM
maybe i'll leave.
leave the friday clique,
leave my friends,
leave everything.
maybe, being alone is better for me.
maybe, thats what im meant to be.
"running away is not the solution"?
no im not running away. there's no problem. the problem is me. i hate myself. i have low self-esteem. fuck myself.

, 12:51 AM
im a loser, i really think so.
in front of people i act all happy and stuff, but deep down i know im not.
i care for people who dont want my care.
i love people who dont want my love.
i trust people who dont deserve my trust.
no one appreciates what i do. i mean, its not like i need it, but a little appreciation would be nice.
people hate me because of what they hear, not what they see.
people judge me base on rumours.
people judge my friends when they don't even know them.
thats why i think, im a loser.

Sunday, July 3, 2011, 1:36 PM
i totally knew it.

Thursday, June 30, 2011, 11:05 PM
No matter what you say, i'm gonna talk to you nicely.
i shall not be as childish to do the same things you do.
if you don't wanna solve the problem, there's nothing much i can do then! :)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011, 12:40 AM
When im with my friends, i make myself look as happy as possible.
I mean, why should i let my mood affect theirs?
this few weeks has been fucked up for me.
i admit, i am down. but then again, life moves on.

Here's a few things i learn in life.
1) there are the fake ones and the real ones, we just gotta find who the real ones are.
2) people can say what they want. But if it isn't true, why let it bother us?
3) Criticism - either we let them bring us down or we let them build ourselves up.
4) Don't let what people say/think affect your own opinion.
5) If people don't treat you well, let it be. There's use treating them the same way for 'revenge'. It just worsen things.
6) Treasure what you have, cos once something is lost its hard to gain back. even if you gain it back, it won't be the same anymore.

Sorry im not teaching a life lesson here, its just what i feel.
Its my blog, a place where i put my feelings/opinions down.

, 12:01 AM
School is shit nowadays.
Whenever i walk past band people who are close to my bestfriend(was), they give me the look.
its like c'mon man wtf did i do?
Fuck this man seriously. School sucks for me now.
Holiday was much better, i didn't need to get reminded of things.
Now that school has started, im reminded of the same thing everyday, fucked up.
haiz, i just wish all these can stop.

Anyways, my birthday is over now. Time to focus on studies. O levels!
just hope that this crap thats happening doesn't distract me. Sigh.

Monday, June 20, 2011, 4:40 AM

, 3:13 AM
Lonely, that's how i feel right now.
I'm afraid. Afraid of so many things.
I'm afraid of losing more friends, i'm afraid of trusting the wrong people again.
I've already lost a bestfriend, along with many others.
Right now, i have the friday clique and few others that im close to.
At times i don't really find tfc nice, but i'm just so afraid to not like it.
I'm afraid that maybe its just at times that they ain't doing the right thing, but other than that they are true good friends.
I'm afraid if i make the wrong move, decision, and i might lose these friends.
For the past weeks, i've been hanging out with them, particularly mostly with terry.
Terry is leaving for Tioman soon, and i'll be lonely once again with no one.
I've been thinking, maybe when terry's friendship is okay with ian again, he'll forget about me?
but idk, that's what i'm afraid might happen.
I don't want to lose another good friend.
I'm afraid, of being lonely, of having no one by my side when im down.

Saturday, June 18, 2011, 3:57 AM
my friendship with my bestfriend of 5 years just ended officially. Too bad.
he doesn't care, alright i shalln't then.

, 3:57 AM
my friendship with my bestfriend of 5 years just ended officially. Too bad.
he doesn't care, alright i shalln't then.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011, 2:10 AM
Had this really bad fight with my best friend of 5 years.
He's been bitching me over sms, twitter, his blog, etc.
And just now he just cursed me to die on twitter. Wtf?
i don't even know wtf i've done wrong.
He said i ditched him, which i doubt i did. Thought about it so much, and couldn't think of anytimes that i ditched him, like seriously. Sigh.
I dont know what to do.

Friday, June 10, 2011, 12:39 AM
And so my bestfriend came back from batam, came to meet me.
Thought he was staying over my house.
After he met me and some friends, we decided to go another friend's house to drink.
Told my bestfriend that we were going drinking, and he got upset or something.
idk why.
He tweeted on twitter 'BESTFRIEND? HAHAHHA'
and he messaged me something like ''i was stupid to think you were my bestfriend.'"
i don't know wtf i did wrong, seriously.
Someone, tell me.

Sunday, June 5, 2011, 1:10 AM
OMGOMGOMG WHAT DAY IS IT ? ITS 5TH JUNE ><
HAHAHA. BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY! :D
DAMN EXCITED.

First concert with Phil Youth! :D
Hope everything goes well later on! :)

Tuesday, May 31, 2011, 5:50 PM
BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY COMING UP!!!

, 1:08 AM
Just came back from Brass Explosion Gala Concert at Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music.
FUCKING AWESOME.
OMG, im damn happy!!!!!
1) I got to watch so many professional brass soloist!
2) I got to watch David Childs, LIVE.
3) I bought one of David Childs' CD and he signed on it!
4) I took a photo with David Childs
5) David Childs shook my hand and talked to mme.
6) I took photos with many other famous brass players!

OMGOMGOMG. I AM DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW. HAHAHAHHAHA.

Anw, my dream is to perform together with David Childs, like a duet or something?
I HOPE IT COMES TRUE. (Y)
Alright, i'll end here tonight.

Away with the negative shit, and happy moments will come !

Monday, May 30, 2011, 3:37 PM
Its okay if you don't appreciate me, as long as i know i've done what i could.

Sunday, May 29, 2011, 11:47 PM
Thanks for everything.

Thanks for the good times, they're fantastic memories.
Thanks for the bad times, it made me stronger.
Thanks for being fake, it made me see my real friends.
Thanks for being an asshole, it made me see the real you.
Thanks, for everything.

I don't wanna our friendship to end, but u want it to.
I've tried so fucking hard, just to save our friendship. U gave me fucked up replies.
So many times we've fought, i've always been the one to start solving the problem, even if it wasn't my fault.
U get angry, i apologize and change.
I get angry, u bitch at me, tell other people shit about me, and stopped talking to me.

You said im so damn sensitive, yea its true. I admitted to you too.
But what the fuck,
u know im sensitive, n yet u said so much hurtful things to me.
I don't see how u can bring ur self to say something like,
"all the things you've done for me are fake"
best friends for 4 fucking years, that was hurtful.

Right now, i guess our best-friendship is gonna end.
I don't know what to do anymore,
cos theres no use if im the only person trying to save it, solve the problem, the only person who cares.
if im wrong, and u actually care, well u're not showing it.
you're showing me that u don't give a fuck.

Whatever, its all over now.
Thanks, again.

Thursday, May 26, 2011, 10:28 PM
Whats there worth to fight for anymore ?

, 9:22 PM

, 9:09 PM
We are arguing again, wtf for?

Monday, May 23, 2011, 11:22 PM
Okay , now and forever.

, 10:38 PM
im sorry, i didn't mean to keep it from you.

Sunday, May 22, 2011, 11:29 PM
Imma give it one last shot.

, 12:36 AM
okay.
i don't wanna be a nuisance. I don't wannt be annoying. I don't wanna be an irritant.
I shall just leave you alone, not talk to you. That'll probably be better, and you'll be happier too :)

Saturday, May 21, 2011, 7:04 PM
Sometimes i feel so fucking dumb.

, 4:25 PM
We only know each other this year.
We talked a lot in the beginning, really a lot.
I don't know what happened, but you started talking to me lesser and lesser each day.
I'll start the conversation, but you always give reply that shows as if you don't wanna talk to me. (Just saying)
Maybe its because i say something that you don't know what to reply ? idk. if it is im sorry.
Or maybe, you just don't want to talk to me.
I don't need you to be with me, i just wanna talk to you.
Whenever i don't talk to you, i feel so...empty?
but i don't want you to think that im annoying. So most of the times i just leave you alone.
suck.

, 3:13 PM
Self-reminder- im only 17.

Friday, May 20, 2011, 2:04 AM
time now is 2am, and yes im still awake.
haven't blogged in like a thousand years la. hahaha.
MIDYEARS OVER ALREADY ><
Passed everything except physics and humans. Damn! :/
Haiz, everything still so scratchy, really damn scared for o levels.
Now that mid years is over and its 20th may already, 10 more days to chinese o levels.
My aim? A1. No im not crazy, in fact, im quite confident in getting it.
Well, over confidence isn't good. I'm just pretty comfortable with my chinese, with the exception of certain sections!
After chinese o levels over, june holidays!
June holidays have lots and lots of classes and remedials !
After june holidays is prelims, followed by O levels!
Yeap, really busy year and very little time left.
Im aiming for a single digit for o levels. I promise myself to work hard and stop procrastinating!

Haiz, its already 2am. Have been sleeping really really late.
I shall start sleeping early, starting from tmr!
Carry on sleeping so late and i'll probably be dead :/
Nowadays sleep so late i go school also no energy!
How to get single digit like that!? Fuck man.
Alright, nights everyone! :)

Wednesday, May 18, 2011, 10:59 PM
Why do i care so much?

Sometimes i just feel like giving up everything.
Sometimes, i feel like there's nothing worth for me to hold on to anymore.
Its as if i don't want anything in my life at all.
But then again, i always remember this line i saw somewhere.

"when you're about to give up, remember the reason you held on for so long in the first place"

Wednesday, May 11, 2011, 9:55 PM
Its not like im the only one at fault, can't we just solve it together

Tuesday, May 10, 2011, 10:07 PM
Having my dad  pms-ing at me at the same time really sucks. Fuck

, 9:52 PM
WHAT THE FUCK, I JUST WANT TO SOLVE THE FUCKING PROBLEM

, 12:49 AM
i'll wait.

, 12:32 AM
Talking to you already makes me smile, makes me happy. :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011, 11:12 PM
"I wanna be...

the one you share your joy with.
the one you share you laughter with.
the one you share your troubles with.
the one you share your tears with.
the one always there for you when you need somebody.
the one there to care for you.
the one you talk to on the phone at night and talk about nothing yet still be happy.
the one you think about everyday.

i wanna be, the one for you. "

, 10:45 PM
It's okay, i'll keep trying.

, 4:34 PM
I AM NOT GONNA GIVE A FUCK.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011, 9:41 PM
I hate hypocrites

, 6:25 PM
Oh wow, FUCK YOU.

, 6:24 PM
Many times u've hurt me, i just didn't want to spoil anything.

, 6:21 PM
"Okay. I am done. I am done being strong. This is where I fall.

Nobody is ever around to catch my fall. When I am down, all I can do is stand back and smile as if nothing happened. I can't talk to anyone but my dog. And i get no answers.

Everybody says "Don't worry I'll be there for you"..fuck you. I'm left alone.


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FULL STOP. THE END."


"My best friend, often seems like he doesn't give a hoot about me.

My Classmate/Percussionist seems like a better option as a best friend.

My friend from 4N1/Percussionist would be second in line."

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When you had problems and u came to me for help, i was always there.
When you needed someone to talk to n there was no one, i was always there.
I might not be someone who gives great advices, but i was always there to listen.
When you were sad, crying 12am midnight before your birthday, i went over to your house to cheer you up.
Now what, no one is there for you? I'm not the right 'bestfriend'. That hurts, like fuck.

How about the way you treat me?
Many times i've heard you talking bad about me behind my back. But i chose to ignore it and trust you still.
And all the times u made fun of me and shit, i just kept quiet.
Have i ever treated you like the way u treat me ? FUCK, NO.

I don't even know WHAT THE FUCK i did wrong, and i am too tired to give a shit anymore. 


Tuesday, May 3, 2011, 12:08 AM
Haiz, that was likea painful :/

Monday, May 2, 2011, 11:06 PM
Tomorrow is Emaths Paper 1 and Physics! :(
Fuck man! I regret luhs! Should have studied the past few days/ weeks.
never touch my books for so freakking long, now rushing likea mad also cannot get anything in lors!
Haiz, im prepared to fail tmr. Fuck luh.
Nvm luh, fail then fail. After mid years still got time before prelims and then O levels.
JY KENT, YOU CAN DO IT! V^^V

Sunday, May 1, 2011, 4:37 PM
In life, there are no second chances.
Even if a 'second chance' is given,
it's won't be as good as the first.

, 4:35 PM
Fuck man, im having a sore throat and running nose. Feel damn bloody terrible :/ Some more tomorrow got exam. haiz. Better recover soon, if not i tmr sure die one :/

Thursday, April 28, 2011, 11:11 PM
There's so many things that i want you to know.

, 6:00 PM
If it was last time, i would not be able to make a choice.
Right now, i can make a choice.
Even though i know what to choose, im still afraid to choose.
Im not afraid of saying, im afraid of hearing the reply.