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Tuesday, April 19, 2011, 8:00 PM
All the time you've said something about me, did something that hurt me, backstabbed me, betrayed me, bitched about me to others; it might seemed like idk, in fact, i know em very well but i just chose to pretend i don't know anything.
I close my eyes to what i see, i turn a deaf ear to what i hear. I find excuses for what i know, i prevent myself from assuming. All these i do, just to keep our friendship. Many times, you've hurt me over and over again. over and over again, i've given you my trust and pretended that nothing happened. but over and over again, you make me regret for giving you my trust. Really, i'm getting disgusted by you. I'm just......afraid of you. You're so unpredictable. You can talk to me in one way, and the next second go bitch to someone about me. That's so fucking scary, i swear. i don't know what to do other than to blog about my feelings. looks like its a goodbye, "bestfriend" ? *Unless you change...
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