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Sunday, April 17, 2011, 1:04 AM
I found out today that the audition for Phil Youth is.. TOMORROW. WTF.


Conversation between Ashley and I :
Me: When's the Philyouth Audition?
Ashley: Oh, tomorrow.
Me: HUH. why never tell me?
Ash: I only found out last night, at like 12am, and i thought u knew.
Me: Ohhhhh. Damn. Okay.


Conversation between Samuel and I :
Me: Eh, when did u find out about the Philyouth audition?
Sam: Oh, 2, 3 days ago?
Me: HUH, who told u?
Sam: Ashley lor.
Me: what, okay.


Conversation between Clarence and I :
Me: When did u find out about PhilYouth audition?
Clarence: I think on thursday ah.
Me: Oh, how u know one?
Clarence: Ashley tell me lor.
Me: okay.


So i went back to Ashley


Me: Why everyone else know about audition for a few days alr? I thought u only found out last night?
Ash: Yea, i only told them it was soon.
Me: oh....okay.


I feel so sad, hurt.
Its like, i'm Ashley's "Bestfriend" and yet he informs so many other people, and not me.
Its as if i'm not important. I mean, its not like i need to be important, but its because i deserve to? whatever.
Fuck la. it might sound like a small thing.
But its all this small things that counts, that shows who i actually am to you.

AHHHHHHHH. Whatever la, fuck it.
And now im so pissed, cos im not even prepared for the audition.