Lonely, that's how i feel right now.
I'm afraid. Afraid of so many things.
I'm afraid of losing more friends, i'm afraid of trusting the wrong people again.
I've already lost a bestfriend, along with many others.
Right now, i have the friday clique and few others that im close to.
At times i don't really find tfc nice, but i'm just so afraid to not like it.
I'm afraid that maybe its just at times that they ain't doing the right thing, but other than that they are true good friends.
I'm afraid if i make the wrong move, decision, and i might lose these friends.
For the past weeks, i've been hanging out with them, particularly mostly with terry.
Terry is leaving for Tioman soon, and i'll be lonely once again with no one.
I've been thinking, maybe when terry's friendship is okay with ian again, he'll forget about me?
but idk, that's what i'm afraid might happen.
I don't want to lose another good friend.
I'm afraid, of being lonely, of having no one by my side when im down.